My Heart Hurts

It doesn’t take someone even a minute to be kind yet all these people around me make me feel so bad.

I feel like I am in this loophole and all of this is a mistake. This entire thing. I don’t even know right now what I am typing.

I think I have wanted for friendship for too long and now I am just getting sick and tired of my heart hurting thinking about every time someone whom I considered my friend, hurt me.

I want to leave. Leave this mess. Leave everything I have done so far and run away and yet I am stuck in this place. I have to wake up every morning only to be upset that I am breathing.